a beautiful morning with my cousins
there is no way to understand the women.............. every man on the earth say that .but for the gad sake how many of you men try to understand the women 
we born like angels thin the live turn us into animals 
last day and when i was in the middle of a conversation with two of my friends i asked a question .
one of them started his opinion with "i see" and the other with " i believe" .that is make me think 
what is the difference between what we think and what we see? probably you will say "nothing"or "what a silly question?"  i am telling you it is a lot more than nothing and not silly at all .
from my point of view :
the first answer {i see}built on feeling and hinge on the place and the time 
the other one " i believe" built on thinking and do not hinge on a place or a time you can say it is a principle.
i repeat again that is from my point of view
whatever you say.nobody will hear

whatever you was sure.nobody will believe 
whatever you are happy .nobody will smile in your face
whatever you are sad.nobody will understand
whatever you try to change . nobody will try to help
whatever you want to cry nobody will give you his shoulder
whatever you love .nobody will feel
so :
stop expecting any thing from any one no one really care
and enjoy your grief 
i am on my way to renew my life "i am almost happy "wish me the best
attention please: when i write these notes i realy expect more than 0 comment else one from my cousin "thanxxx to him" ^_^
good night for now i am in my way to bed to my daily nightmare any way it will never be more darker than the daily life  
i always believed in "it is never too late" but resently i found it is too late to believe in it 
the situation in my state is making crazy sad happy in the same time  
there is no state more painfull or makeing you crazy than bing invisible to someone..........pasiclly yes he look at you but actually he doesnot see you at all.alot of peaple say i always do that but believe me i do not mean to .

any way this feeling is what exactly what would you feel if yiu saw mr.ice cream strange name is not?it is not his real name of course but it is soooooo him .
any way i have to go now may i wiil tell you more about him next time bye for now.

that is the first note for me at this blog
i have no idea if it will be the last or not 
any way ||||wish me the best